I have a bestie at school and now she changed on me and l feel like she likes her "new friend" more than she says she "loves me" ngakhona mara what can we do phela we cant force people to love us mara l regret being her so called bestie coz she made me fall in the "love her" TRAP and now lm stuck with so annoying,trust issued and aggressive people whom l cant even stand and now l have BESTIE TRUST ISSUES nami and l was never like this before and l had 2 childhood frnds and she came into the picture and ruined my life and l had a fight with my childhood frnd who changed so badly and became annoying and had anger issues before our fight l stopped talking to "my school bestie" and my relationship with her became sourπ then we rejoined again π€ then l fought with my childhood frnd and then l realized that my other childhood frnd was so left outππ and lonelyπππππ then l stopped talking with my other childhood frnd that l fought with,til nowππ and lm left with my 2 besties and with my school bestie its still so tenseful between us even though she is with other frnd and l feel like my childhood frnd feels so bad for me not talking to her becoz she treated me like l dont existed just to "please" and make people love her by treating me like im some piece of rubbishπππ but what made me see that she is desperate for my attentionππ is that she tried to speak to me on friday and everyone that she humiliated me with are so desperate for my attentionππππ and forgiveness I FEEL LIKE A QUEENππΈπΈ THE GODDESSβοΈβͺοΈβ¦πβΈ .lt made me feel so coolπππππ and lovedβ€β€β€β€ but now l l dont know wat to do πππ plz helpππππππππππππ
Oct. 22, 2022, 8:53 p.m.