I honestly haven't made peace with the fact that I'm thick or bigger compared to other girls, I've never been skinny, I don't want to be but I just want to be fit, I wanna be able to look in the mirror and feel confident as ever. I hate that I can't wear whatever I want because I won't feel comfortable. I once went for modelling classes, I didn't fit in nor did I feel confident about myself. Every girl had a slim waist and looked amazing in shorts and tang tops. I really love being a model but I would have to lose a lot of weight. Hopefully one day I'd have enough money to join the gym and pursue my passion.

March 20, 2022, 9 p.m.