Hie guys here is my story I was raped by my step father last year but one and wen I told my mom she didn't believe it even our mfundis at church did not believe it coz my step father used to act as a good Samaritan....So I reported my story to this woman who work under childline....I went to the police wth her then I opened a doc my stepdad found out about it en he bully me at home so I ran to tht child line woman then I SLP thre.... Morning the woman take me to the company of child line so I was given a temporary place to stay ....yah thre were some little girls en boys en babies thre at the place I went to stay and those children some of thm face the same situation sum there parents left thm....I was a bit btr but not really I was living under a deep pain...B4 i went to Court my mom wrote me a msg telling me tht she is going to kill herself coz if her husband get arrested en if they gave him lot of years in prison en then he die thre wat is she going to do....she said lot of things tht lead me to close the case and at the end I didn't really feel good about it... I was taken back home but in my heart I wasn't happy about it...I jst do it fr my mother but not fr me coz I was the one who was raped my stepfather deserves to go to jail but my mom jst take it so simple thn she threatened me by telling me tht she is going to kill herself so I was afraid tht if she die I wl blame myself.. I end up tel mama tht I CNT stay thre anymore thn I went to stay sumwer wth my friend's family until I done school.. Then I go back home but um nt comfortabl even nw I jst think of lot of things wen I am at home I think tht my mom don't loves me she love my stepfather over me...I think she don't care about me she cares about my step dad more . So eish I dnt knw wat to do

March 20, 2022, 8:59 p.m.