Hey guys . I'm a 14 year old female . And I need some advice . So in 2019 I started my first year in high school and everything was great . So I started being friends with my class mates both girls and boys but there was this one boy who captured my heart . I started getting close to him and he also stated getting close to me. I didn't believe it but I was falling in love with him. But I didn't tell him. Then later on in the found out he had a girlfriend , I was a bit hurt bcoz I loved him . As time went by he told me that he loves me and he knows I love him too and he has broken up with his girlfriend and he would love us to give it a chance. So we dated and things were perfect up until my friend told me that he said he wants to break up with me . I was hurt and angry and I started distancing myself from him and I think he also did the same coz things just went cold . My friend had another friend andi could see that my boyfriend was becoming interested in her .Then after like two months I heard they are dating .my heart was so broken and I was very angry at my friends friend that how could she date my ex and she knew very well that he is my ex.But bcoz I'm a quiet person I didn't fight with any of them ,I just kept my emotions and anger to myself .And after two months of them dating ,he started doing small talks with me and I didn't know why ,but I just didn't mind them and then after a while he told me that things aren't okay at home and he still loves an ad would like us to get back together .I asked him if he's still dating my friends friend and he said yes and I said , unfortunately there's nothing I can do to help ,my hands are tired.And he asked me to give him some time bcoz he wants to break up with that girls so that he could fix things with me and I said okay bcoz I still loved him .then after a week he told me that he broke up with her and he and I can start afresh and I said that's awesome .Things we perfect ,I was the happiest girl on Earth , only to find out later that he didn't break up with that girl and they have been dating .I was so angry but I kept it cool ,And the when we were writing exams he was distant from me ,I could feel it in my stomach that is was loosing him and I didn't know to who or what ,I kept on asking him wats wrong and he kept on saying that we will talk but he never made the time to come and tell me what was wrong .and the last week of school he was avoiding me and he was always with that girl who he was dating I could see that they got back together and he didn't have the guts of telling me. My whole world just shattered bcoz in this fake world he was the only thing in my life that my real.i was by his side when things were not okay by his home ,I was there to loved and comfort him when his mom got into a car accident ,and yet that girl he was dating had already moved o and didn't car .I was by his side when his friends kept on telling me that I'm not good enough for him.i haven't told anyone yet about this

March 20, 2022, 8:54 p.m.